Timing and Subtitles by The 1/2 Heart Team @ Viki
The First Half of My Life
Episode 29
- I... I'm going to break your stuff.- Go ahead! Keep going if you dare! Break everything in my store!
Even if you break everything, Ah Hui isn't here.
- Officer, he has to pay! Look, he broke everything!- Bai Guang, let's go home. I'll tell you everything you want to know, okay?
I won't believe anything you say!
You have his number, right? Call him! Tell your Ah Hui or Bullshit Hui to show his face!
Come here! Is crying any use? What are you two doing here?
Listen, Bai Guang. Look at you right now. The person you're looking for isn't here. Even if he were, would he come out?
Get the hell out of here! You knew everything! You both kept me in the dark! Watch out or I'd deal with you too.
Say that again.
Shut up!
Tell me what's going on.
He... He started breaking things as soon as he came in. He's crazy! He broke all my things.
It's like this, Officer. They're just a married couple fighting. That's it.
- And who are you?- I'm her older sister.
Wait! Hey, look at this.
They were fighting and got hairdye on my bag. It can't be washed off. The bag cost 30,000 yuan. It can't be used now. What are you going to do about it?
Dye... go to him. What does it have to do with me?
Of course it does. Aren't you her sister? He's the one who was fighting
and turned my bag into this. Who'll take responsibility if not you?
Everything was broken by him.
Why don't you go somewhere to try wash it off?
It's hairdye, not chalk. How can it be washed off?
Bullshit! I broke your things?
Officer, this injury is his fault. See whether it's a minor injury or a serious injury. I'm lightheaded, dizzy, and nauseous now.
- When did I hit you?- Pay me medical expenses!
Pay my medical expenses! Get the hell away! I'll deal with you at home!
All of you, quiet down! Stop moving!
Who'll pay for my bag?
How much is your bag? I'll pay.
Why did you come?
Ping'er has settled down. I was worried, so I came to check on you.
You said you'd pay. Take the bag. When will you pay me the money?
Don't worry about this. It's 30,000 yuan, not just 30 yuan. Hurry and leave. It's none of your business.
- Then let's go to the police. I'll take your picture and post it online.- All right, enough.
Take your bag and come with me to get money.
Wait, wait! Take it.
What do you mean by this?
To pay for your bag.
This is your wedding ring!
I've already divorced. What do I need the wedding ring for? Are you taking it or not? Otherwise, I'm not paying anything else.
- Go, hurry up and leave.- But Bai Guang...
Let him take care of his own messes. Go.
Stop there! Explain everything.
Wait...
Go, go. Leave.
Stop looking. Hurry and leave. Why is Mom here?
When Bai Guang called me, she happened to be there. I told her to watch Xiao Bao.
- You brought him here?- Why did you bring him here?
He can't be left at home alone. I came to see what the situation is.
- Luo Zijun! Where are you taking my wife?- Get in the car first.
You're the one teaching Ziqun the wrong things!
- Please keep him away.- Why are you restraining me?
- Quiet!- I'm a victim!
Luo Zijun!
Hurry, hurry.
Ziqun!
Junjun, why is He Han here?
Hurry and get on!
Why do you care why he's here? He's here already.
Watch your head and feet.
- No, I'm a victim!- You better behave!
Be gentler. I'm getting dizzy.
Ziqun, take the baby with you to Mom's place. I'll come see you after I pick up Ping'er.
I'm worried if you go home alone and stay with Bai Guang.
Zijun, let's go to your place instead.
Let's discuss what your sister should do from now on.
Let's go to your place, Mom.
Exactly. Bai Guang doesn't know Uncle Cui's place. He won't be able to find Ziqun.
My place... Let's go to your place instead.
What's the matter? Did you fight with Uncle Cui?
No, no. There's no fight. Your Uncle Cui and I don't fight.
Then what is it?
His son has returned from abroad. He lives at home.
So, I can't live there for the time being.
You're not living there? Then where are you living?
A hotel.
You're living at a hotel?
Yes, a hotel. It's quite nice, four stars.
It's also quite close to your Uncle Cui's house. He booked the place for me.
His son isn't letting you stay at their house? Does he not like you?
Aren't all rich people like that? They think people who are nice to them are after their money. You--
He Han, listen. I'm not implying anything. I...
I'm not talking about you. Don't take it to heart.
Listen, living at a hotel isn't a solution.
All right, all right. I will take care of my own matters.
You... just worry about your sister.
The room is quite nice. You've been living here?
This isn't a long-term solution. Do you want to pack your things and move in with me?
No, I'm not going. I'm staying here.
Living here will pressure Cui Bao Jian.
I should persist in my own life and love. That's what I told his son.
In any case, I can't give up. As I age, all I'm left with is this life. Risking it all would still be worth something.
All right, don't you have to pick up Ping'er. Hurry and go. It's getting late.
Okay, I'm going first then. Stay here for a few days.
Don't worry. Everything passes.
I feel like you're the pillar of our family. What would we do without you?
Enough, stop idling. He Han is waiting for you.
I know.
- Honestly.- Bye.
Look, he doesn't want you to go. Hurry.
Say bye to Auntie. Don't cry.
I'm so sorry. Your time is precious, and I've wasted so much of it making you watch that ridiculous drama.
- Waiter, check.- Please wait a moment.
Ridiculous drama?
Isn't it?
You've seen so many of our family's dirty laundry. It's so embarrassing.
I've witnessed it before, so I was mentally prepared this time.
When I was young, I always thought everybody else had a family as raucous and discordant as ours.
It was only later that I realized there are many people who can live in harmony.
I wanted my family to have a harmonious relationship when I grew up. But look.
Actually, I think your family is quite fun. It feels as if you all are putting a lot of effort to live.
I'm the exact opposite.
I'm the type of person you talk about who grew up in a proper and noble family.
We must always be considerate of others, be morally good, and be kindhearted.
So, I grew completely sick of this pretentious attitude after I turned 14.
I insisted on leaving home and going abroad alone, and turning myself into who I am now.
Thank you.
What is it?
I didn't think you'd have so many problems too.
The grass is always greener on the other side.
So when you suddenly lose the people and events around you, you will actually miss them.
So much has been happening in your family lately.
If you're really too busy, you can ask Su Manshu for a few days off.
No, I'll be fine.
I'm not done yet. What I want to say next is, if you think you don't need to take time off and can continue working
then please don't let your family issues affect your work performance. Either don't work, or do a good job at it.
Okay, I got it. You didn't see Tang Jing when you were in Hong Kong?
No, we were both too busy.
Who is that Ah Hui guy?
Hairstylist.
Stop giving me that, hairstylist...
Which barber now will not call themselves a hairstylist?
How much does he earn a month?
How come you keep asking how much he earns?
I don't know that. It's too embarrassing to ask that.
Of course, I must ask.
I must see if he is able to provide for you and Xiaobao.
Or else, are you just planning to transfer from one Bai Guang to another Bai Guang?
Do you find that meaningful? What does that mean?
You didn't even ask about this and you are already eloping with him?
Can you not say it that unpleasant? What elope?
There is nothing going on between us.
We just like each other. I am not like you.
What did you say?
What not me?
I am way stronger than you.
At least I am wiser than you.
I am far-sighted.
Right? It's fine with me not to look for one but if I do look, I surely will look for someone worthy.
Right. You are far-sighted.
You are so far-sighted that you live in a hotel.
What's wrong with living in a hotel?
I live so comfortably.
Ziqun, let me tell you.
I am not asking you to look down on poor people and be materialistic.
I am saying that you should think clearly about what you and your child's life
should be from now on.
There's no use thinking about it.
Aren't they all just dregs? Why not just look for someone you like?
[ Bai Guang ]
Answer it. Who's calling?
Bai Guang.
- Let me answer it.- Fine. Fine. Let's not answer it.
[ Power off ]
I'll turn off my phone. You also turn yours off.
I cannot turn off my phone.
Your Uncle Cui won't be able to find me then.
Let me tell you. If you are not going to answer his calls, then don't bother answering it forever.
Don't go soft again on him after two days. Understand?
A woman's whole life gets destroyed from believing that a man will change his ways.
You understand?
Fine already. I won't answer it, okay?
I will not answer his calls again forever. Okay?
Okay already. Call my sister.
Tell her not to bring Ping'er here tonight anymore.
The sky will be dark soon.
Moreover, it's not good to discuss things in front of Ping'er.
Fine.
Will that Bai Guang go harass your sister?
He won't. He thinks I am with Ah Hui.
Where is Ah Hui now then?
I told him to hide in his dormitory and don't come out.
Where?!
Dormitory?!
He still lives in a dormitory? He still doesn't have his own house?
You...stupid girl!
You...totally are making me so angry.
I...
Luo Zijun!
You shameless woman!
Who are you? Why are you cursing people?!
Who I am?!
I am the wife of the man you are seducing. Tell me, should you be cursed or not?!
- What nonsense?! Who knows you?- Don't move! What are you trying to do?!
- I'm calling the police already if you keep being like this.- You are going to call the police? Then do.
Once the police are here, your neighbors are here, I'll let them all know
that you are a person that seduced my husband, a person that seduced my child's father.
Aren't you being absurd? Who knows who your husband is?
Let me ask you. Did you and Duan Xiaotian eat out last Tuesday?
There seemed to be that one time last week.
We ate together. He is my colleague so what's wrong with eating together?
He is your colleague? Must two colleagues spend that much money to eat?
Anyway, it's not your money he is spending, is that it?
Let me tell you. Duan Xiaotian already confessed to me everything.
What did he confess?
Confessed what?
Since you're already divorced, you don't care about anything anymore, is that it?
Duan Xiaotian already told me everything.
If not because you took the initiative and fling yourself in his arms, he wouldn't dare to and would never have such ideas.
Mrs. Duan, you better listen to me well.
Your husband not only is a liar, he also is a coward.
If you want to ask who has evil intentions, it can only be him and not me.
- You...- What 'you'?
Let me tell you.
Don't move!
Hello. Do you know where I am now?
Let me tell you. I am currently outside Luo Zijun's house.
Tell me. Was it Luo Zijun who actively pursued you?!
Hello? Hello?
I came today to seek justice for our Duan Xiaotian.
How come he must go home while Luo Zijun can continue working here?
She said that she didn't came on him, is that it? Our Duan Xiaotian already said it
that he stays here everyday after work just to accompany her to do overtime.
She kept asking this and that. What is she trying to do?
Anyone who sees it can understand it right away.
She's divorced now, is that it? A third party stepped in on her, isn't it?
Right now, she wants to step into other people's marriage, is that it?
What?! Trying to take revenge on the society?!
Mrs. Duan, if you don't have any evidence, it's not good to say such things randomly.
Who said that I don't have any evidence?!
They went out to eat and spend ¥1,000 plus for it.
The receipt is even in my hands.
- Oh, so that's the case.- Who doesn't know that it was Duan Xiaotian who kept pestering Zijun?
- And she even dare to come here and cause a ruckus?- This Luo Zijun
also just came here.
She was recommended by a very important person.
What important person?
A man, am I right?
This is an old business of her, is that it? Very used to doing it already.
Director Su, I came here today
to let everyone see her real identity.
When did she come?
Did she hear it?
Director Su.
He Han, why are you this early?
Where is Duan Xiaotian? This is his problem so why isn't he here?
Who is he?
Client. Our company's god.
God, right? Then let Director Su fire this bringer of disaster.
From the sound of it, you seemed to want to become the god.
She entered through the back door.
You should investigate it clearly. Who opened the back door for her? Who let her in?
There surely is a problem in this.
These two bringers of disaster should be fired altogether.
Or else, this whole company are all depending on relations to come in here.
Are you really at ease to let them handle your projects?
For this, I'm afraid that you are indeed making it difficult for Director Su. I fear that she won't be able to do it.
Okay already, Mrs. Duan. Stop saying things like that here already.
Director Su, you are the boss of this company.
Can you really allow such things to happen in your company?
She won't be able to do anything about it because the person who opened the back door for Luo Zijun is me.
You...what did you say?
It was me who recommended Luo Zijun to this company. Understand?
I am her client, and she can never fire a client.
Unless she wants everyone here including your husband Duan Xiaotian to have no work.
How can you be like this?!
Who controls him?! I am going to file a complaint against you!
No one can control me, but I can control a lot of things.
For example, I can suggest that Director Su fire Duan Xiaotian.
What basis do you have to fire him?
He is the victim so what right do you have to fire him?!
Mrs. Duan, it was indeed Duan Xiaotian who kept eyeing Zijun.
Zijun never even gave him a chance.
I didn't say it prior because I was thinking that Xiaotian has worked for me for so many years.
I should at least protect his reputation.
You coming to the company and causing such a ruckus, it's really causing such bad effect.
You're here.
It's fine already. Go back now.
That crazy woman has already left.
What's wrong? She affected your mood?
No way, right?
When I discovered about Chen Junsheng and Ling Ling before,
I was just like her.
Crazy. Just wanted to bite anyone that I see.
That time, there was no mirror.
Today, it's like Mrs. Duan was my mirror,
so ugly and so pitiful.
In one's whole life, who hasn't had moments of being ugly and pitiful?
All are just experiences. Or else, the you now will not exist.
Okay already, go back now. Go back to your proper work post.
I also should go back to our company already.
Why did you come today?
Just especially checking if they are making it difficult for you
and in passing, get a contract.
The help that He Han has given me these past days
might just be effortless favors for him.
It's as simple as drinking an afternoon tea.
But for me, it changed
my present living situation and my future life.
Right now, the reason I work so hard was one, for me and Ping'er.
The other reason which only I know
is to let him see that I didn't let the effort that he spent for me go in vain.
Zijun.
Really so sorry. I caused you to be startled.
I've already long heard how this tigress of Duan Xiaotian is.
Seeing her today, she indeed is too much.
But after causing such a scene, it is herself that she embarrassed.
We shouldn't be afraid of such things as long as we are doing nothing wrong.
How are you? Do you feel better now?
I have some chamomile tea. I'll get you some.
Director Su, I'm fine. Really. I can continue working.
What work?
Just rest. I cannot let He Han feel that I'm bullying you because of Duan Xiaotian.
No.
Zijun, you currently are our treasure here.
I'll get you some tea.
Really no need.
Zijun, I really am quite impressed with you.
You clearly have a precious imperial sword yet you still tried to be low key here in the company.
Gave me a fright. I was wondering who it was. Mr. Chen, what are you doing here?
Came to find you.
Find me?
I heard that you had been terminated.
You have already heard?
What actually happened?
Nothing much. Just this new Luo Zijun
the one you saw the other day, at the focus group
she's not bad,
so Manager Su told me to look after her.
When I got closer to her
who would have known that she knew He Han?
That's why she caused me such embarrassment that I had to be terminated
Mr. Chen, you are Manager Su's good friend and also an important client at the company.
This way, can you please help to put in a good word for me with Manager Su ok?
But you need to be honest with me,
have you really been courting Luo Zijun?
What do you mean by courting?
We haven't even eaten a meal together so is that called courting her?
When I kindly offered her a lift home, is this considered courting?
Right...When I expressed
how I liked working with her, that's not counted as courting, right?
If unwilling, she should have let it go. Why be like that?
So at the focus group the last time, you deliberately ignored her.
Causing her to have problems just because she rejected you.
No..you...you...why are you speaking to me like this?
This is an internal company issue, isn't it?
What's wrong with resolving issues like that between a superior and a subordinate?
And you think you're still in the right?!
Why did you push me?
You are the one I want to beat up!
I tell you Mr. Chen, I already knew much earlier
you like Luo Zijun right?
Ok. If you like someone, why don't you chase them yourself?
Go look for He Han and reason with him. Why must you hit me?!
Duan Xiaotian, I'm telling you...
From now on, I don't care if you are working in the company or not,
just keep your distance from Luo Zijun.
Take care of your own wife and child.
Otherwise the next time I see you, I will beat you up!
Why on earth would you beat me up? Don't you have a wife and child too?
Okay..I know...I know all about it.
You just like things like these. You like taking up what's already in your bowl
but still thinks of what's in the pan, thinks of what's in the pot. Am I right?!
You listen up...Luo Zijun is my ex-wife.
Although we are divorced,
but I have an obligation to protect her and my child.
What happened to you?
Nothing...nothing's wrong.
You're looking like this at work and nothing is wrong?
What happens if He Han sees you like this?
I will explain it to him.
No worries.
This is for today.
Come over here...just letting you there's trouble...
There has been a fight!
He beat up Duan Xiaotian.
No way. Chen Junsheng fighting?
What caused the rabbit (Chen Junsheng) to bite people?
Could this be considered as still having feelings for her? If Ling Ling knows about this...
He might be just self-blaming and feels that he wronged his ex-wife.
Ok..back to work.
Xiaotian just gave me a call to say he is at the hospital.
- What happened?- He got beaten up by Chen Junsheng.
Zijun,
why didn't you tell me earlier that Chen Junsheng is your ex-husband?
Why should I say it? We are both separate persons.
You say there's Chen Junsheng and He Han.
Seems like the entire Chen Xing revolves around you
To us, it is considered good news.
Manager Su, if you say it like this, you are leaving me with no options to remain here.
I didn't mean it this way.
I just want to say that you and them after all are very close.
If there are some things that I can't say, you can help me tell them, right?
As for changing the work you handle, let's just talk about it next time.
[ Jiangzi ]
I just wanted to chat with him today but never thought that I really would hit him.
He deserved to be hit.
Do you all still want to work here or not?
Just one Luo Luo left but look how you've all become so sloppy.
If you don't want to work, leave!
Old Zhuo.
Serve as one more pitcher of wine.
Okay.
Zijun really changed a lot.
Every time I see her, I would feel that I might have been wrong when I looked at her before.
Everyone has their hidden potential. Without stimulating it, it will not manifest.
Just like today, if not because you bumped into Duan Xiaotian,
we all thought that you really never know how to fight.
Old Zhuo, how come I haven't seen Luo Luo recently?
You miss her?
I miss her in your behalf.
Thank you. She went back to her province.
- Went back to her province?- Right.
- When will she be back?- Don't know.
Boss' mood seems to be improving everyday.
If it's good, he'll even scold people.
There was a young lady before that worked here for a few months.
Although Old Zhou will mock her everyday,
he actually liked it a lot that she was here.
[ Ling Ling ]
How are you and Ling Ling?
- Regrets it now?- Doubting.
I am doubting myself.
Could I have been wrong for divorcing Zijun and being with Ling Ling?
At the same time, it was because the current Luo Zijun is making you look at her at a different light?
I also know that if not because of these changes, Zijun won't become like this.
There are some words
that I've been keeping in my heart and can't dare to tell anyone.
Sometimes, even I can't dare to admit it.
Say, being together with Ling Ling, providing for our daily necessities and walking together until today, there surely will be problems that will arise.
We are not kids anymore, I know. Any married couple,
those are two people living together, there surely will be understanding and conflicts.
Things always have two sides. I know that.
I also keep telling myself that this is my problem and not her problem.
But sometimes, I still can't help
to think of Zijun.
Actually, in punching Duan Xiaotian today, I also was hitting myself.
Why are you not talking?
I said so much but why are you not talking?
Nothing to say.
I know that you look down on me.
Of course not.
What do you think then? What is your opinion?
I was thinking of my own problem.
Just like what you said earlier.
There are things that you know and there are things that you can't help but to be stubborn about.
What problem can you have? Don't all problems get solved when it's already you that handles them?
Everyone is destined to have a unsolvable problem.
This is the cultivation that the heaven sent you here for.
And when you gets aware of it,
it's already not important what the result is.
What is your problem then?
Tang Jing?
She is just a part of the problem.
Could it be that there will be another woman that will help your cultivation?
Okay now. The bed has been prepared.
Who among you two will be sleeping on the floor today?
- He. - You. It was clearly you!
I slept on the floor yesterday!
Then today it should be Jiaqing's turn already, right?
Yes.
Jiaqing, listen to mommy.
I already rented the house next door.
By that time, grandpa and grandma will bring Ping'er and live there.
Afterwards, you two will each have your own little room and bed.
By that time, you might even miss sleeping with Ping'er.
Come, be good. Come down. Hurry, be good.
Come down.
That's right. This is what a good kid should be.
Ping'er, put the blanket over yourself. Don't catch a cold.
Hurry and put this over.
Sleep now. Don't chat anymore.
Mom, letting you and dad live in the library for these past days
was really hard on you two.
Once we're done cleaning up the house next door, you can bring Ping'er over there to live.
And then we'll just hire a nanny and you all can live more comfortably.
You really take care of things very thoroughly. The adults, the kids, you even have already arranged for a nanny.
A good daughter-in-law like you really must have been due to our past life's good deeds.
I am not really that good as what you are saying.
No one wants one house to be like some hotel, right?
What did Junsheng say?
I still haven't told Junsheng about it.
But as long as you all are living comfortably, he surely will be happy.
It's already late. Go to sleep already.
Okay.
I'll help you turn off the television.
Please.
- Thank you.- Please come in.
This house is quite huge.
There are also furniture and appliances. This is your keys.
- Okay. Thank you.- You're welcome. Just contact me anytime.
- Okay.- I wish that you can live happily here.
Thank you.
Husband, look. This room is for father and mother while this room is for Ping'er.
And there is also a small room there where the nanny can stay.
This is quite near our house, so it's very convenient to go back and forth.
This house actually already got rented out. It's really hard to finally able to get it.
How much is this house a month?
¥10,200.
You paid already?
One month deposit and paid six months advance.
You usually are quite thrifty
but in this matter, you are quite generous.
It indeed is not cheap.
But aren't these money also for Ping'er, father, and mother?
As long as they will be able to live comfortably, I feel that it's worth it, what do you think?
And everyone need not be too crowded anymore.
That crowded?
When I was little, there are five to six people living in a 30 square meters house, and I don't find it being crowded.
And now, our house has 200 plus square meters with four adults and two kids living in it, and we feel that it's crowded already.
No, when Ping'er hasn't moved in yet, you never complained of it being crowded.
When Ping'er moved in, you kept saying that there is not enough space in our house.
I don't understand already. How much space can a kid occupy?
In the past, it was because your family are not that wealthy.
Now that you have the money, why can't we live more comfortably?
And also, I want to talk to you about another thing.
Look. The child support money you give Luo Zijun every month is quite high.
You actually just wanted them to live better, right?
Then right now, Ping'er actually usually lives in our house already.
I am thinking if you can talk to her
and ask for this child support money back.
Right now, Ping'er lives and eats well ,and she already have more time for herself.
Don't you think that benefits both of us?
Ask back the child support money? What do you mean by that?
What I mean is isn't this child support money for the child to begin with?
Now that Ping'er is living in my house, I also am spending money for him.
And also, Luo Zijun doesn't work before
but now she already has a job. Towards the child, we indeed have a duty to provide for him.
But towards her, if we are able, of course, we should help her.
But...that's not our duty, right?
You really have calculated them all very well.
You don't manage the house, so you don't know how much we spend and how much is left every month.
I can understand that you want to be a man with conscience and an honorable father.
Then of course, the task of doing accurate calculations will fall on me.
The money we earn have to provide for so many people's needs and expenses.
The old people must be provided. The children must be educated. And there are those basic needs and miscellaneous things.
You think it will be alright if I don't calculate them clearly?!
If you think that it's not suitable,
I'll just return this house.
Let's just come up with other ideas.
How about you take a look at it more?
I'll just buy some beef in the supermarket. We're having curry rice tonight.
I'll get going now.
Ms. Tang. Ms. Tang, wake up.
It's done?
- Where is the doctor?- He'll be here in awhile.
Where you able to see what it is?
Don't worry. Although the polyp in your stomach is a bit huge,
based on experienced, 99% of the time it is just benign.
I'll just arrange for a minor operation next time, and you'll recover in 3-4 days.
Okay. Thank you, doctor.
It's fine already.
Although this is just a minor operation, we still need your family to sign the consent.
Do you have any relatives here in Hong Kong?
[ Resignation Letter ]
Oh, my god! Zijun...
Zijun, what's wrong?
If you have any problem, you can tell me.
I hope you take back that resignation letter that you sent earlier.
Director Su, I feel that I gave everyone a lot of trouble
that's why I feel that I am not suitable to continue working here.
What are you saying?
My heart almost came out because of the shock.
Zijun, if you're not suitable to work here, who else is suitable to work here?
My company should just close down.
Don't go anywhere and just sit here.
I should at least give He Han a call, right?
It is him who wanted you to come here in the first place.
If you want to go, we should first ask permission from him.
Don't go, okay?
I know why you wanted to resign.
You already told me the reason before.
Now, we have to add that everyone already know your relationship with Chen Junsheng.
Su Manshu didn't arrange for me to go to any department.
I am just doing nothing there everyday.
She will frequently come over to inquire about my well-being and she will tell me,,
"As long as you are happy here, that's enough."
Yes, I admit that compared to getting oppressed and being looked down by her before,
I indeed feel that I've vented my anger already.
But if this continues, what kind of job am I still going to everyday?
If it's other ordinary people, they surely will feel that this is so good.
But your requirement compared to other people is a bit higher.
That's why you feel that this is not a good state.
But if you can increase you requirement to yourself a little more,
this will then become a good thing again.
I can't understand what you are saying.
Su Manshu didn't arrange for you to go to any department.
Looking it the other way around, it means that you can request to be placed into any department.
She won't give you any task. You can then request to do any task you want.
Because of your relationship with me and Chen Juinsheng, she won't refuse it.
"In The Pouring Rain" by Ye Linsheng
♫ In the torrential rain, among the busy cars ♫
♫ Why is the image of your face still so clear? ♫
♫ I hold my breath, watching you as you leave ♫
♫ Why do I feel my heart slightly wavering? ♫
♫ When did I start becoming used to your presence? ♫
♫ Your calls always appear at the perfect time ♫
♫ My heart has sold me out ♫
♫ I still have a little hope that you will come back, searching for me ♫
♫ In the torrential rain, among the busy cars ♫
♫ Why is the image of your face still so clear? ♫
♫ I hold my breath, watching you as you run towards me ♫
♫ My heart is slightly wavering ♫